- surrender -

yes it's for you,

how am I suppose to tell you,

since you was long gone.

it works.

I took this two shoots a couple weeks ago.
which a beach near by where I live,
it should be somewhere around 6 p.m. if Im not mistaken.
I'm very satisfied with this 2 shoots,
same techniques, just different location
well we actualy got it worked out :)

hollow

emptiness is going into deep,
to the surface that I can't reach,
through reflected myself from your eyes
I saw I am black and grey,
you're always be down with the down and in,
so, you don't even bother.
I'll always go for the movie alone,
with only few audience in,
with the empty me and the empty seats.
wish there's someone can fill me up.

total crap!

I wonder what's really goes wrong with my computer lately,
on january 19 I got nearly all my accounts has been hacked.
first friendster, then msn, yahoo messenger and flickr.
so it took me a day to renew all the accounts.
the next day, like in a sudden my computer sign out
and when I tried to sign in, it's not working cause the
is corrupted...well luckily I managed to save it by repairing
the whole windows and stuff and I got it back.
unfortunately...
today it gone worse, I don't even know where the heck is
the virus came from, my computer is seriously laggy,
my cpu usage reached max.
I scanned the whole computer, I found its a spyware,
I deleted it, I uninstall everything that's unnecessary,
I just did whatever I can but it's still the same,
I've totaly got no clue bout this anymore.
I feel crappy and I'm tired of this...
I think he got me...and I'm not sure who did this, but i'll find out
you know this is not much different than a back-stabbing cunt.

results | first day

so far this the only 2 that works out on the effect I guess,

this is my first try , so the result still not so satisfied yet,

and still not totally handle.

strobist

today we're out for shooting again,

just like every other weekdays,  we're out to look for a better location

and yes, we did found a good place shoot, 

but this time with a very different techniques " strobist - off camera flash "

we found this through a blog, that's where we learned from

we've never try this before, so at first we don't think it's gonna worked.

but we give our best shoot though.

so we got gears on, cameras, flash, light stands, 

umbrella adapters, triggers, and so on.

that is how we did our set up.

I'll show the shooting results once the editing is well done.

clogged

currently, my house and room is under renovation,

the progress's still goes on and it's been going for couple days already,

everything is total chaos, 

cause need to put up a few cabinets,

so a lot of drilling, cutting and stuff,

now everything and everywhere is clogged with thick dust...

I couldn't imagine how we're going to clean that up,

sure it's loads to do..

anyways, hope they'll get it done asap,

so, I can get back to my works, more comfortable.

how do I get started

alright, finally I got it half way done

still trying to get the layout to be arranged though.

I actually spent hours time for the layout.

I never thought that I actually signing up for this, 

I mean I was getting bored last night, and nobody is on.

at the same time I was checking on my cousins' blog,

that is where I get the idea from for making this account.

so far, I've got nothing to write yet.

but I'll come out something soon or later.

back to work-